I have to say"I have Been bad!" It has been so, so very long sense I have written anything. I guess I have just been to wrapped up in my own little world that I have not even thought that maybe venting every now and then may just help! So I am going to start posting more so maybe I will not lose what little sanity I have left.So to start let me tell you all what has been up with me!
First, We have finely moved home! Yea! I have missed Louisiana so very much. I am not sure what makes this home but for me it is.We have found a nice house in a small town not to far from Shreveport. It has good schools and it is country enough to be quiet! It is not to far from the people I love, my wonderful coven sisters and brothers and the trip for my hubby to get to work is not to bad.
Its a older home and as such needs some work, mostly small stuff that just comes with the joys of having a house and the space we have now more than makes up for the little things that have to be done. With the move only being a few days old I am still getting things put in place. But even with all that it already feels more like home than I have felt in a long time.
My husband started a new job about a month ago. He is the new GSM for a large auto group here in LA. This is the job he has spent almost 20 years working towards. He seems to be happy and I feel that maybe now he may get the fulfillment he has been looking for out of his career. I have taken over our small business, and though it isn't a full time job, it keeps me busy and brings in a bit of extra money some times.
Now....for my craziness! I am not sure why but I am so damn moody and short tempered that it is amazing that the boys haven't locked me in closet yet! I know that the move is some of the stress but it is more than that. It feels like sometimes I could just pop from it! I feel overwhelmed by everything! I simply crave alone time and feel like I am selfish to want it. I have begun to lose myself in things like unpacking just to be alone. and don't get me wrong I LOVE my husband and son, but I feel like hiding!Maybe it's because I have had NO "me time" at all in the last 2 weeks! I like to spend time with the people I love, but I also am a person that like time alone also! Anyway Hubby is back to work tomorrow and our son is off to his grandparents in the morning so I am just going to take a DEEP breath and calm my shit down for the next few days! I am going to get the house right, work in the yard, and maybe I will "get right" in my head!
well its late and I need to get some rest because the handy man will be here to help fix some of our problems in the morning so I am going to close out this chapter of "bitchy witchy".....wish me luck!
Take a walk with me through the life of a Wiccan in the south... I will talk about my life and I will be looking for ways to open minds to acceptance of other paths and religions. I don't want to convert people I just want to be able to walk my own path and not have to hide who I am, I am a witch and I am honored to walk the path of the Lady and Lord! Many Blessings to all!
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
I have been bad....
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